April 25th 2019 - All You Need Is Love

Some people have money problems, some have relationship problems, some have family problems, health problems etc...  There is no shortage of problems.  Why do we as individualized piece of Creative Source want to come to Earth to experience problems?  I mean it may be fun for a wwhile but chin-deep in problems for long enough is tedious. Recently I wanted to write an ebook as a download for my website.  However I was dragging my feet for a few days.  One morning I asked myself what's going on?  What is this about, I wanted to grow my business but why would I also resist doing what needed to be done at the same time.  The answer was fear.  Fear of rejection.  Apart of me doubt I would succeed and doubted that any one would want what I produce.  The fear of failure thought form came up.  The fear story I have is that if not enough people love me I would fail and if I fail I won't be loved etc.... I'm familiar with this thought form.  It's not the first time I've felt this fear.  This is about love then, this argument for fear assumed that I need love and this love comes from outside.  Yes love is the answer.  I began to look at all the outstanding things that I want in my life - better relationships, younger body, thinner - all things that I thought would bet me more love.  They were thoughts that used to be gospel truth to me and now I know that looking for love outside is like building sand castles.  They are habbit of thoughts that needed to be cleaned up.  I don't need love, I am love, that is all I am.  Some days I don't feel very much like love but I know it's just a phase.  So I started a practice to look at everyting as love.  Whatever shows up shows up out of love.  My fear showed up out of love because those are thoughts that have derailed me before, they showed up now so that I can take another look at them and toss them out if I no longer need to focus on them.  I can't be doing what I do because I secretly think this would get me love.  That would negate my inner knowing that I am love.  I am doing what I do because in serving others I can learn more about me and other instances of me.